Courage is not a roar,
but sometimes
a trembling breath
caught between ribs that forgot how to move.
It is the sound of silence
When the world demands an answer
and you choose, instead, to exist,
to be.
It wears a thousand faces.
A mother’s cracked hands gripping dawn,
folding love into the creases of worn-out sheets,
knowing the sun will rise again,
But it still hurts to believe in tomorrow.
A boy in a borrowed body
painting his name in truth
on walls that whisper lies.
An old man planting seeds
He knows will bloom too late for him to see,
But he trusts the earth will hold them,
no matter what.
And mine —
a body that learned its own rhythm,
a song written in muscle and grace,
where each step is both effort and art.
The world calls it a struggle.
I have come to call it movement.
Courage lives here too —
in the small, stubborn beauty
of showing up
when the ground feels uneven,
when the simplest motion
becomes a quiet defiance.
Sometimes courage smells like salt—
the sting of tears that refuse to apologize.
Sometimes it tastes like iron—
the bite of your own blood
When you whisper, still here.
It moves through the body
like a storm that both breaks and blesses,
flooding the hollows we thought were ruins,
until the wreckage grows green again.
Courage does not always win.
Sometimes it kneels,
bandaged in regret,
yet still
It reaches for the light.
And sometimes it hides
in the quiet act of staying,
in loving the broken pieces,
even when they’ve been buried in dust.
It knows that light is not always kind.
It knows that love, too,
can bruise the heart
when it pushes against what feels too heavy to hold.
But courage knows both are truths.
And sometimes,
the darkest nights
These are where the brightest stars are born.
It is the pulse beneath our fear,
the trembling hand that still reaches forward,
and says, Even in this, I love you.
There are nights when courage
is only the decision to wake tomorrow,
even when shadows press against your skin,
And the weight of what you carry feels too much.
And days when it is the refusal
to shrink beneath the gaze of history
to carry your softness
like a blade wrapped in silk.
Courage becomes love.
And love becomes the knowing that
Both light and dark are part of you,
woven through your veins like the same river
that both nourishes and cleanses.
It is the choice to rise,
even when you are made of ashes.
It is the letting go
of the belief that you must be only one,
and the acceptance
That courage is the dance
between both the shadow and the sun.
Every soul shapes it differently:
as a conversation,
as a scream,
as a song no one else can sing.
But always
It is the quiet, steady pulse beneath our fear,
the trembling hand that still reaches forward,
the fire that whispers:
You are still becoming.
The Shape of Courage
This piece was inspired by a patient I saw while on my first rotation in family medicine. The patient had Parkinsons and had spent the past few months undergoing painful and exhausting DBS adjustments; her movements were uncontrollable in the session until she focused and calmed, telling me the reason for her visit- medical clearance for returning to boxing lessons. Her courage to undergo experimental treatments and embrace her ability to move and fight despite the severity of her disease were inspiring to me, she told me more details of her story which are woven into this work.
Bio:
I am a Master of Social Work student with a deep interest in disability studies, empathy, and the intersections of medicine, humanity, and identity. My academic work explores how self-esteem and empathy shape attitudes toward individuals with disabilities, while my creative writing often reflects themes of embodiment, resilience, and belonging. Living with cerebral palsy has shaped my understanding of courage, not as conquest or defiance, but as the quiet, daily act of moving through a world that wasn’t built with everybody in mind.